On a moving train at midnight, Suddenly, I had an anxiety attack. I’m fighting against some huge monsters, While traveling 2000 kilometers. 29 July 2022 💚 If you have any questions or if you wanna work with me , feel free to contact me .

Yeah, the title is true and I’m absolutely fine! Two years have passed since I suffered my worst heartbreak. My life was really hard during that time. It was the toughest year of my life. I was already depressed, lost, and away from work. Without even working, I was earning a small passive income through Inuidea.com and I was okay with it. Prior to the breakup, I founded Zillion Media. I had a team of ten young hustlers. However, I lost my entire team as well. The leader of the team was demotivated, how would they work without the proper guidance? A few months after my breakup, I had a bike accident. For almost a month, I was on bed rest. My best friend was there for me, and my parents supported me throughout my journey. Music and books were there too. The process of moving on took almost two years. However, I don’t hate her, and I don’t hate ‘love’ either. During the past two years, I waited for her, but now I have moved on. Yeah, almost. Trying my best is all I can do. I am alwa...

Darkness reigns, I'm all alone, Swordless! This hot big smoke Is new to me This is my second week Away from home! Every night, I sit on the balcony. As I gaze at the sky, I see stars. I see the moon. Yesterday, I saw a shooting star, While closing my eyes, I murmured, "I wanna cry, I need the rain I wanna hide my tears I wanna cry with the rain" Tonight, The sky is dark. Ah, I feel it A breath of fresh, cold air! And finally, It's raining here. And here I'm Sitting in the rain. Crying With the rain. Reminiscing My first love! Yes, Even now, I miss my Juliet! Inu Etc (17 June 22, Chandigarh)

Whenever I listen to Samjhawan *, I am transported back to those wonderful memories. Especially Navodayan memories , so nostalgic... (*and Judaai (Badlapur), Main Dhoondne Ko, Kabhi Jo Badal, Baarish, Main Rahoon Ya Na Rahoon, Khamoshiya, Bheeg Loon, Songs from the Roy Movie, Allah Waariyan, Mast Magan, Tera Rasta Chhodoon Na, Baatein Ye Kabhi Na, Humdard, Banjaara, Galiya, Dil Darbadar and Char Kadam from PK, Jiya and Saaiyan from Gunday, Tu Hi Tu from Kick, Teri Meri from Bodyguard -  these are my all-time favorite songs. All the above-mentioned songs are my all-time favorite, these are nostalgic too. I’m emotionally connected to these songs. The main reason behind this nostalgia is that I used to listen to these songs on 9XM, Every Sunday, in JNV. Okay, you can listen to these songs later, let's move on to my Navodayan memories, and let me know about your JNV memories in the comment section below right now.) So, whenever I listen to these songs, I feel about my first love . JNV ...

Tu kehti hai, Kya dekhke pyaar kya hai tune? Shayed shaq hai tujhe mere pyaar mai…! Mai bolta hu, Teri har hasi par marta hu mai, Teri asu o se darr lagta hai mujhe. Tujhe khone se har pal darrta hu mai… Hadse jyda pyaar karne laga hu tujhe. Pyaar toh bass ho gaya, Pata nhi kab, aur kaise, Par khudki pyaar par Bharosha hai mujhe... Teri ankho mai doob ke Bahut saare sapne dekha hai maine… Wo saare mere sapne bhi Ab teri hi hai… Tadapta hu Teri meethi si do labz sunne k liye… Intezaar aur bass kuch saal ki. Phir zindagi bhar ke liye, Mai tera aur tu meri ban jayegi… - Inu Etc

I smile, With tears in my eyes. I try to heal myself And try to fix everything, With a broken heart. I wanna make you Laugh every day, Being hurt, I'd like to heal you, With a tight hug. Again, with tears in my eyes, Being broken, Being sad I wanna see that lost spark in your eyes. I may cry from inside, But every time I see you, I blush and smile... I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't wanna use my fake smile anymore. Now, I wanna smile, I wanna laugh my heart out. I wanna laugh so fu**ing hard, From the bottom of my heart. I wanna live a beautiful life, Just you and me, And our sweet smiles. No more crying, No more fighting, No more broken hearts. - Inu Etc (April 16, 22)

Tujhe Dhundta Thaa Pahado Mai Sadko Pe Harr Jagah Par Tu Na Mila Kahi. Teri Pyaar Ki Talaab Mai Doob Ke Teri Khushbo Ki Taalash Main Ghumta Thaa Pata Nhi Kaha Kaha Par Tu Na Mila Kahi. Maine Tujhe Dhunda Sharab Ki Bottleon Mai Cigarette Ki Dhuao Mai Par Tu Na Mila Kahi. Saalon Se Dhund Raha Hu Tujhe Kya Hua Agar Tu Na Mila Tujhe Dhundte Hue Aaj Tak Mai. Thaka Toh Nahi! Mai Phirse Tujhe Dhundne Niklunga Kisi Aur Raah Pe Kaash Ekbaar Tujhe Dekh Pao... Bass Issi Ummid Mai, Mai Phirse Niklunga Tujhe Dhundne... - Inu Etc

Sahityik thaa mai, Ek jamana thaa jab log hume Poet kehke pukarte the... Aajkal coding karta hu... Business karta hu... Paiso ka chakkar hai babu bhaiya, Paiso ka chakkar. Paiso k chakkar mai Business karta hu... Khudko enterpreneur maanta hu... Risk leta hu... Logo ki taane sunta hu, Phir dusri kaan se nikal deta hu... Jab responsibilities aa jati hai na, Tab passion kahi kho jata hai... Passion toh wahi dikhta hai jaha paisa ho. Baat kadwi hai kyuki sach hai. Duniya ghumna chahta thaa, Ab ek box jaise choti si kamre mai 24*7 qaid hu. Hiking-trekking karne k wajaye, Din raat 10 ungliyon se keywords par Marathon daudta hu... Phirbhi, Dekho wo zinda hai, Wo sapne wo ummid Abhi bhi zinda hai... Intezaar, Bass thoda aur. Thoda settle karke niklenge Ghar se duniya ghumne... - Inu Etc

Purani messages Yaadon ki idiot box mai saare yaadein kaid hai... Yaadon k paane jabbhi phalat k dekha hai Bass tujh se hi mulaqat hui hai... Aakho se aasuo ki baarish hui hai... Aaj phirse dekha, Purani messages. Teri jhuthi waadee... Aur meri purani pyaar... Sab yaad rakha jayega, Kyuki sab kaid hai mere yaadon ki idiot box mai. - Inu Etc Wo crush jo kabhi rishta na bann saka Wo crush jo kabhi rishta na bann saka Wo pyaar jo kabhi hasil na ho saka. Ye shaam uss ek tarfa pyaar k naam, Thoda pee lete hai... Kuch yaadein diary ki panno mai hi sahi Rulate bahut hai.... - Inu Etc