InuThinking by Inu Etc

On a moving train at midnight, Suddenly, I had an anxiety attack. I’m fighting against some huge monsters, While traveling 2000 kilometers. 29 July 2022 💚 If you have any questions or if you wanna work with me , feel free to contact me .

Yeah, the title is true and I’m absolutely fine! Two years have passed since I suffered my worst heartbreak. My life was really hard during that time. It was the toughest year of my life. I was already depressed, lost, and away from work. Without even working, I was earning a small passive income through Inuidea.com and I was okay with it. Prior to the breakup, I founded Zillion Media. I had a team of ten young hustlers. However, I lost my entire team as well. The leader of the team was demotivated, how would they work without the proper guidance? A few months after my breakup, I had a bike accident. For almost a month, I was on bed rest. My best friend was there for me, and my parents supported me throughout my journey. Music and books were there too. The process of moving on took almost two years. However, I don’t hate her, and I don’t hate ‘love’ either. During the past two years, I waited for her, but now I have moved on. Yeah, almost. Trying my best is all I can do. I am alwa

এন্ধাৰ মোৰ জীৱনত জোনাক হৈ আহা। মোক মাথোঁ সাহস দিয়া।   আন একো নেলাগে মোক অনুপ্ৰেৰণা হৈ আহা তুমি। আকুৱালি ল'ম তোমাক, আগুৱাই যাম এই জটিল পথ, তোমাৰ হাতত ধৰি। তুমি মোৰ জোনাক। কেতিয়াবা নিশা যেতিয়া অশ্ৰু নিগৰে মই বিচাৰিম কাষত তোমাক তুমি মোক সাৱটি ল'বা  মোৰ চকুলো মচি দিবা আৰু ক'বা, "এই পগলা ল'ৰা, চোৱা মই তোমাৰ জোনাক হৈ আহিছোঁ, নাকান্দিবা!" Inu Etc (19 August 22)

Darkness reigns, I'm all alone, Swordless! This hot big smoke Is new to me This is my second week Away from home! Every night, I sit on the balcony. As I gaze at the sky, I see stars. I see the moon. Yesterday, I saw a shooting star, While closing my eyes, I murmured, "I wanna cry, I need the rain I wanna hide my tears I wanna cry with the rain" Tonight, The sky is dark. Ah, I feel it A breath of fresh, cold air! And finally, It's raining here. And here I'm Sitting in the rain. Crying With the rain. Reminiscing My first love! Yes, Even now, I miss my Juliet! Inu Etc (17 June 22, Chandigarh)

Whenever I listen to Samjhawan *, I am transported back to those wonderful memories. Especially Navodayan memories , so nostalgic... (*and Judaai (Badlapur), Main Dhoondne Ko, Kabhi Jo Badal, Baarish, Main Rahoon Ya Na Rahoon, Khamoshiya, Bheeg Loon, Songs from the Roy Movie, Allah Waariyan, Mast Magan, Tera Rasta Chhodoon Na, Baatein Ye Kabhi Na, Humdard, Banjaara, Galiya, Dil Darbadar and Char Kadam from PK, Jiya and Saaiyan from Gunday, Tu Hi Tu from Kick, Teri Meri from Bodyguard -  these are my all-time favorite songs. All the above-mentioned songs are my all-time favorite, these are nostalgic too. I’m emotionally connected to these songs. The main reason behind this nostalgia is that I used to listen to these songs on 9XM, Every Sunday, in JNV. Okay, you can listen to these songs later, let's move on to my Navodayan memories, and let me know about your JNV memories in the comment section below right now.) So, whenever I listen to these songs, I feel about my first love . JNV

Tu kehti hai, Kya dekhke pyaar kya hai tune? Shayed shaq hai tujhe mere pyaar mai…! Mai bolta hu, Teri har hasi par marta hu mai, Teri asu o se darr lagta hai mujhe. Tujhe khone se har pal darrta hu mai… Hadse jyda pyaar karne laga hu tujhe. Pyaar toh bass ho gaya, Pata nhi kab, aur kaise, Par khudki pyaar par Bharosha hai mujhe... Teri ankho mai doob ke Bahut saare sapne dekha hai maine… Wo saare mere sapne bhi Ab teri hi hai… Tadapta hu Teri meethi si do labz sunne k liye… Intezaar aur bass kuch saal ki. Phir zindagi bhar ke liye, Mai tera aur tu meri ban jayegi… - Inu Etc

I smile, With tears in my eyes. I try to heal myself And try to fix everything, With a broken heart. I wanna make you Laugh every day, Being hurt, I'd like to heal you, With a tight hug. Again, with tears in my eyes, Being broken, Being sad I wanna see that lost spark in your eyes. I may cry from inside, But every time I see you, I blush and smile... I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't wanna use my fake smile anymore. Now, I wanna smile, I wanna laugh my heart out. I wanna laugh so fu**ing hard, From the bottom of my heart. I wanna live a beautiful life, Just you and me, And our sweet smiles. No more crying, No more fighting, No more broken hearts. - Inu Etc (April 16, 22)